My mom had her PET Scan today, we should have the results next Thursday. My sister can't wait for us to get back, I can't eithor. I'm counting down the days until I'm out of here and there. Second to last day today of work. That's going well. We are almost packed. My best friend came over last night to help with packing, her boyfriend entertained my dog. (He's a terror if he's not distracted while were upstairs!) I also got an interesting call yesterday from my ex-high school sweet heart's sister-in-law (That's a mouthful). She was calling me to tell me she was sorry to hear about my mom. Her and I always got along. It was really nice to hear from her.
She had mentioned that my ex and his wife seem they're not very happy. And she stated that I might be getting a call from him while I'm home. I was like, I don't think so. I don't need the drama and I won't have the time. My high school sweet heart was one of my best guy friends from ages 12-17, but then he started dating a girl that did not like me. And so he not having the balls, stopped talking to me for a year. After they broke up and he joined the military, we ran into eachother, (and by ran into, I mean he showed up at my door step, to apologize and say Hello). From that day we were inseperable for 3 years, after the first year I left for college and we were able to keep the relationship going but then life got a hold of him and he stopped advancing. I on the other hand was in college and 3 states away, we broke up pretty amicably, but as he was involved in things he should have been we started having a hard time trying to keep the friendship. (i.e. crazy new girlfriends, troubles) We kept in contact 4 years after breaking up, but I haven't spoke to him in 3, or have seen in him 5. If I run into them it's going to be weird. I really hope I don't.
It's funny to think that I'm moving back to the place where I grew up. All my old friends and aquantences will be there and all the old memories are already starting to flood back. I have no idea how long I'll be there but all I know is that, this still feels like its the best thing for me. For my mom and my family. Like I may have mentioned before my dad does not agree that this is a good idea. Neithor does my ex. He came to visit and spend time with me 3 weeks ago. He completely thinks I'm making too rash of a decision. I think he's nuts. He's a total liar, I know for a fact if his mom was in the same situation, he would be by her side in an instant. He said he's worried about my future with jobs and finances. I'm like who cares this is my mom! I served and cocktailed for years through college and afterwards. I don't mind going back serving, busing tables or anything, if there's nothing else out there for a job in my small town. I am above no job and will do what I have to do, to make my money. And in the end I know G-D's watching out for me. (Sorry for the rant)
Long story short, not everyone agree's with the decision I've made to move back. But if it were your mom what would you do?
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